Gost: essential nature of heart September 24 2012 20:53

I see your strong body,
invincible will and tender heart,
but I feel
sometimes, under the weight of the world
your foundations tremble.

Then I turn my back to you
Lean on,
Breathe Love.

Completely immersed in moment,
yield and receive life from one another,
reaching to that point of tenderness
where bodies disappear.

We are just a pillar of vibrating energy
in balance and flow of Life.
Miracle of healing.

In moorning
your eyes are smiling,
I caress your hand
on my body....

My essential nature of heart
Whisper to yours:
My Love
is your guardian.

My essential nature of soul
Whisper to yours:
I am a Bird on your shield.

Gost: essential nature of heart september 26 2012 21:30


I surrender,
lean on the blade
of my fear
and I found Love.

Thank you 'cause
in your eyes I can clearly see
my essential nature of heart.
I love you for that.

Thank you 'cause
your gentle body
guide me to a doorway
of a sacred land.

Thank you,
your soul is my light,
my Home.

Gost: Love september 28 2012 06:28

I move (through all of) You
in my own.... mysterious ways....

I have come to stay.

Gost: and oktober 04 2012 12:01

moments...

Don't listen to me, just go away...
-----------------------------
moments long as century,
since she disappeared from the screen
almost from the screen of memories that past.
her moments were brief but heavenly sweet
mysterious loving full of joy and pain.

I felt...and Yet I didn't feel that will lost
lost her One more time.
How can I, as words lips heart so warm,
made believe me can't astray no more.

and yet I do feel she is gone..
even though I do know her Home
was here, and she knows that.
Is it fear is hate that cause behavior
like that.

she knew she could trust me..
and she did...and yet she is gone.
no idea - can't comprehend...

getting better:
Am I naive am I dumb...and yet
doc. said I am not...
may be next year...3 month to go

better hurry come back while's still time.
or else no more kisses on lips,
nowhere sweetheart,
on heart on body no more.
Joking...
come back when you can.
Next year which will never come.

Hell, I do miss you...

"Angel" - You were simply beautiful

what a waste

Thank You

and.

No dear you an't only a angel.

Even better though, because you are
"Essential nature of heart" - that IS Love.

Thank You...If I only knew You?

and

essential?

You were away and yet you spoke to me.
Why not now when you are Home and yet
I don't hear your voice at all least one more time.
For there is nobody I remember spoke like you do.

Nore from anybody across ocean of universe comes
voice of lips like yours.
for I do believe the words are from home garden
garden of my/your Motherland...

May good Lord bless a Motherland
that brings forth daughters with hearts
that can fashion words like yours.

he told me to cry out my love for him,
instead, silly me
I began to write about the Love that I felt for him ?!

Yes stupid, not evil...
I curse the day I published these words.
I'm truly sorry, please forgive me.

And I curse the day on which I have to apologize because I love someone.
But, crying opens the heart and creates space for something else
so they say......
but.....( silly me)
I do not want to....cry.

I choose to love
Deeply,
with all my heart.
let my body disappear,
and all that will remain
is light of Love
to hold on.

light of Love

even though I don't uderstand exacly
what you mean with you words,

please stay and explane you heart
standing regarding comunication
between you ad me.

Let make me be clear,
as I too would like to disapear,
with in someones soul where we coul bi One.
stay and don't let wait long
as feel we have a lot in common.

If you can't give anything, it matters not.
'''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''
but do NOT go but STAY, as I do not demand,
anything from you that you can't give,
want just to please you - comfort you if I can.

Do stay.